{alright hours}

Everything is loud at this time of the night. I can sit in the darkness and finally see light, examine every conversation and tone and “Try, try harder.” “Try, try less.” “Get more things.” “You’re so blessed.” This quiet is loud and my head is a mess. Often turning inwards only ingrains my worries intoContinue reading “{alright hours}”

//paper flies//

Paper airplane flying dreams plain and simple straight and clean. Stark contrast with the business, past which it streams; mind of a child taking wings. Imagine if we took everything like a piece of paper- saw past the four edges the bold letters, hard desk edges and saw the potential. If the sheet was folded,Continue reading “//paper flies//”

S t a r l i g h t

I thought that twilight came slowly, softly. Small twinkling lights appearing, searing blaze. Silhouette standing, unfazed. And I suppose, that with twisted irony I was right. The only thing that I failed to notice is that the twilight crept up before my sight had let it sink into my mind. The light had dimmed andContinue reading “S t a r l i g h t”

{This is Paradise}

I miss the hot humid evenings of walking and no fear and laughter over everything. You taught me to accept and to reject rejection. It’s a rare thing to find people who are of the same mind and who set you on fire more than you were before they were in your life. But eventually-Continue reading “{This is Paradise}”

//reflection//

Look in the mirror, analyze every feature. Even though neither them nor the mirror actually tell me who I am. I still trust them, lust after everything that they say that I can gain from this pain. Suck in, breathe small, Don’t slouch, stand tall, One more mile before I fall. Is this all? IsContinue reading “//reflection//”

{Sunset, moving on}

Bittersweet sunset meets the horizon and I realize it’s time to move away. Sunsets fade and so do memories; revisiting this place means remembering. Not only the things I wish I could forget, but also letting myself see the good. I’m not sure which hurts worse- never seeing beauty or never forgetting it. Never lettingContinue reading “{Sunset, moving on}”

//Live Fully//

Let go Of past rejections That keep you from opening your heart. Release Indignation Sometimes they don’t know where to start. People who carry wisdom often find That what they hold in mind is Shunned by those around. Misunderstood by the crowd. Jeered at by those who are too proud to humble themselves to learn.Continue reading “//Live Fully//”